从一开始，便发觉，有太多相似的地方了。。。。。。

                 我想，大概。。。。。结果。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。也不会有什么区别。。。。。。。。。

          所以。。。。。。。。

                                                   

             How many times I have told myself that I have to walk away, silently.........and I tought I could...............................

                                 

       但是，到这一刻才发现，原来，我只是一直在原地踏步。。。。。。。

                           What's worse, 低头看，脚下的泥泞。。。越踩。。越陷。。越深。。。。。。。。。

                                     当我抬头想再走出去的时候。。。。。

                           才知道。。。。

                                                                 太艰难了。。。。。。。。

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                                                                                                                   我以前总以为。。。。。。。。

                                         我。。。。。。。。会走得很潇洒。。。。。。

                                                               原来。。                                  

                                                                          我。。。。又错了。。。。。。。。。。。。。

                    我竟然把自己的主观愿望。。。。。

                                                                        当成了现实。。。。。。。。。

                                         In fact............我。。。。不能

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                    I know exactly.............that      ........    I need an answer.............

                                                                                  a simple one......but clear

                                                                 just  Y/N.......

                                          That's ....the only way...........that I could persuade myself...to leave.........

 

                                                   but ....somehow ........       I just can not ......make myself......ask...that simple question...........directly.....

                                                                                                   Words just got stuck at my throat....

                                    

                                  Every single time................. when I have got enough courage to ask...................

                                                                       it will easily....totally........defeated.......................by...

                                                                                                    a picture.....in my mind....

                  ||一个人。。。。夜。。。。。坐。。。。 沙发。。。。。。手。。握。。。。。手机。。。短信。。。。。。。发呆。。。沉默。。。。。。。。。。。。。||

         

    It's all because..........I don't think...............I can take this...

                                   AGAIN....

                                                    and my subconscious just would not let me...... 

 

                                     I have to admit.................当一个人。。。。受过伤。。。。。。。。。。

                                                         

                                                                                                                               才知道有多痛。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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Maybe you understand..............

                 maybe you don't..............

               Never mind..

       This..... might be ..............the last time............writing up here.......

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                                                                                                          I need an END.......

                                                                                         good or bad..........

                                                                                                                                                                             THE END!